You get tested the most when it is time for you to elevate. Do not break.
It is high time you understand your value. You have intellect and abilities. You can do hard things. You can accomplish things and succeed. You were made with a purpose.
Life will only change when you become more committed to your dreams than you are to your comfort zone.
Start genuine life with God and end it well without any regret.
Your end matters a lot, than how you begins. Mostly, people don't see how you begun or struggled but how you ends.
Whether you start earlier or somewhere in the middle with God, you will definitely end rejoicing.
Good morning and have a blessed day!